It only matters against you, never for you, So? What are you going to do about it?

As I have evolved for almost 65 years now

All the crap has me apathetic to what I have and not allowed.

As I ponder when bored

Certain issues in my mind I have stored

When things today strike a chord

I remind myself what I always worked toward

When I let things pass, not much- so I ignored

Or was comfortable enough to sit on my horde

I realize my life has been damaged

Probably others who I believed in

Believed in me

We have all been discarded

Enemies of unknown origin and frauds, thieves

Empowered in Law, License, Institutions

I respected what mattered in my mind when I did not have it

The unknown issues of life, education, colleges were all I could be held back on

When I earned the diplomas I held above me, I also became disillusioned

As it all was a continuation of lies, fraud, crap 

Not only was my mind in disarray, my physical well being was attacked and damaged

I was Hurt by authorities in Law, License, Institutions

News has shown some of those people to be ‘bad guys’ - criminals

As well as people who did what could be considered great things

Turned into bad guys/criminals

Enemies come out of everywhere

They do what ever they can get away with

Is it just competition, or survival in the jungle

Nature at work? 

I do this stuff

Write, facebook/you tube videos

Bring some checks and balances to my side

Does it work?

I do not have my Billion$, I do not have a wife and kids

But they came after the Billion$ or Million$ or until the Bills were paid by enough cash on my own

Dad had me going when I was young, he turned against me when I earned what was held against me

The only reason he was who he was in my mind, and he disrespected me

I broke, I cried, could not believe, and could not care anymore after that

Motivation 101- Respect, Respect from those around you, Those who have relations, $, history on the line with

With out that, my roots taken, make it difficult to grow new roots

Precedents of things only being used against me, not for me, so what am I going to do about it?